wow sorry

so I was confronted today that I have pretty much forgotten about this and so here I am updating my life. Well my last year or so of highschool was great I was crowned Prom Queen!! that was so great and I loved it um other than that I was in the play Sound of music as a nun I actually had some parts of my own it was great but now I've graduated from high school and that was a major thing for me. I has been a huge change. I no longer work at Hardee's. I am now employed at Suntrust online. Its a call center for the Suntrust banks. well I just started there Nov 6 so I'm still new and its very stressful so pray for me. I get some very ticked people and some very nice people so it will even out I hope. Well anyways I graduated Highschool and began to realize how hard it is as an adult. It's not fun but after I kind of got setteled into my new life. I thought now might be a good time to start a relationship so I went online and looked for free dating sites so I went online to Lovehappens.com and I met a guy named Brandon we have had a pretty good relationship so far but in September we had a big hurdle in our relationship. To make a long story short he was a troublesome kid and so now he is kind of paying for it. but he is starting to turn towards God and really starting to see the light so to speak. and I've been told by his friends I have been really good for him so anyways he is in Jail, but I'm sticking by his side to help him through it. Some people would say I'm stupid for staying with him but. something is driving me to stay with him and I've asked God for help and strength and my heart is saying to stay with him maybe I can help him and we will be good for each other so anyways my last year of highschool I wasn't very close to God because of work so now that I have Sundays and Wednesdays off I'm trying to go to Church more often which is turning out great today at church I got invited to the college sunday school class so thats awesome! I just feel kind of weird around my friends that are going to college I feel kind of like a loser for not going but my job now is great and I can go no where but up at this job sooo... there it is I'll try to remember to update regularly bye for now

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I've been working a lot lately its taking a lot out of me but its worth it. I think I found a car that might be pretty decent. I haven't actually checked it out or anyhting but I just looked at it. It's got a bunch of twigs and leaves in the seats and the trunk opens automaticly but the body isn't bad. I'ts a BMW 325 or somtihng like that I don't much about cars. and from what I could see it didn't have many miles on it but I think it does because its only 750 dollars. But hey if it runs and looks decent then I'll drive it. I had a dream about Stasha and it seemed completely real. I was in a crowded place and saw her and said Stash? and she turned around like nothing had ever happened and starting talking to me and we spent the day together then I woke up...I don't know if its because I haven't come to terms with her being gone or whats going on inside my head...

boredom post...

I'm sitting at home waiting for my clothes to dry for work. I've been swimming a lot lately and my muscles are kinda sore right now. I have to work tonight but I'm off tomorrow. Amber wants to go to Poets. I think I'll go after church. I hope I'll see Mr. Lay there he rocks he used to be my english teacher until they fired him for not teaching from the book... I think he taught us just fine. Other than that I don't know what I'll do tomorrow. I do know my car is screaming for some attention. It is a mess, I think I'll spend an hour or two tomorrow cleaning it. I have to go to the dentist Friday to see how my wisdom teeth are. I only have on that is really hurting me and is coming through my gums. Well enough of that I gotta get going.

long time no see

I got to go to South Carolina and see my mom. I haven't seen her in about a year so it was exciting somewhat. I wanted to suprise her so I got into my sisters trunk when we went to go pick her up. then my sister asked her to put something in the trunk and there I was and she got a little scared and almost said a few choice words because she thought I was a dead body lol. so we went back to my grandma's and we just kinda sat on the porch and let the mosquitos eat my legs. My mom wasn't saying much anything so I went inside. I was kinda upset she didn't much want to see me but I guess shes got some stuff on her mind. well the next day I got to see my brother. He was at the flea market with my grandma. I got to hang out with him for a while at the house but soon I had to leave.
This summer isn't going to be that great. my two closest friends are gone and the other can barely get out of the house. So I guess I'll just try to work really hard and save up for a car so I don't have to worry about using the one my parents let me have. This summer will be lonely but I'll try to go to church and be at work and make something of it. well I'm gonna go and get ready for work bye! comment if any ones reads this

What fun at work

all I really have to talk about is my fun night at work...
While working at the peacefulness of Hardees there was a van outside broke down with several people working on it when all of a sudden a strange women comes runnning in screaming and asking for a large CUP!! so I instictively gave her one then she filled it up with water and ran outside and I look and lo' and behold the van was on FIRE!!! LMBO!! well I tried not to laugh but it was funny then here comes Ryan running with a piture of water and then a bucket and Brenda is screaming call 911!! call 911!! so Ryan called 911 while I sat there running for water and they eventually put out the fire and then soon enough all these very hot firefighters where filling up the parking lot and I was in heaven! lol so tonight that van is gonna sitting in the parking lot... man the fun times at Hardee's

My Birthday!

I had my birthday somewhat planned out and and it was going to be thursday but my friends had a different veiw . Dustin and Ryanne took me out Tuesday to the movies and lunch then blindfolded me at Ryannes. they took me to my house then suprised me and it was so great. I would have to say it was the best birthday party I've ever had! My actual Birthday is Sunday and I don't know if I'm doing anything for that day but whatever I'm happy. I'm kinda in a band now at East Sparta Church of God. They needed a singer for their band along with the guy that sings and plays piano so Dustin R. brought me to his church and now I'm in their band I guess. I love being excepted to so many churches I go to my Church on Wednesday nights and after my church I go to my friends church. and on Sundays I usually work but if not I go to my church and I guess I'll be practicing with Dustin's band more often. I'm so excited I think Sunday night they are playing at the ampitheatre. I dunno if I will sing with them or not but I might. I'm so excited. oh yeah Nakk wanted me to tell some more about NYC well it was nothing I have ever seen before I always wanted to look up at all the huge buildings but our tour guide said if you wanna look like a tourist look up and that was the last thing I wanted to look like so I refrained from looking up and only did it in the bus safe behind the tinted windows. The Buildings where so beautiful and so artistic. and at night the lights where so beautiful. I loved going to the shops because the people where so nice. most of the men where hitting on the girls saying you are so beautiful...here have a post card lol and how they managed to slam a Mc D's into a lil peice of a building I will never know. Times square was so beautiful and so lit up with lights and had so many beautiful people. They plays where amazing and my eyes where lit up at every moment. I just loved my visit there and wouldn't mind to go again. well I should get going. God Bless

N.Y.C.

well the summer has begun and I'm still adjusting. I started the summer off with a trip to NYC with the Drama group at school and it was a blast and it opened my eyes so much. I saw so many new things and had a blast. I've been very busy and in a pretty good mood. Except for when I came back from NYC b/c my cell phone dropped in a bucket of water and shorted and I didn't have insurance on it. so now I'm stuck with my crappy old phone and I'm broke from the NY trip and my car insurance is coming up soon. but other than that stuff things are going good I'm staying busy by work, family, and friends. I'm having a hard time trying to organize my time so I spend it with my friends and family. My birthday is coming up June 5th ! I'm so excited my brthday party is June the 2nd because some of my closest friends are leaving around the 4th. well I've got to head off to work bye!!