sorry I haven't posted in a while I've had a rough last couple of days. Stasha passed away...it hit me hard and still is I still can't bring myself to belive it thinking maybe someone heard something wrong somewhere along the line but thats hard to believe now ... I had so much sutff I wanted to tell her like I'm sorry and I love her...and I'm not sure if she was right with God either ...that really upsets me about myself because I feel like God put me in her life to help her and tell ehr about God, but I failed completly at that and now I'm unsure about where she is ..enough of that
The play is coming up I'm so nervous but so excited at the same time. Its my first play and my family will be there so I hope I don't mess up, but it wont be the end of the world...well I need o get off here so night!
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death is a hard thing to deal with. we werent designed to die. unfortunally it is a thing that must happen. for some it is a blessing to leave this place of sin and enter into the holy presence of God. others will leave this place and enter into a place where the presence of God is not and they will receive the punishment of thier sins. that is why it is so important for us who are chose to tell others about God, Jesus, and what He has done for us and for them. but when times come around and the eternity of one is unclear that we had contact with daily and is now past away we can not blame ourselves for thier lack of faith in Christ. Jesus said that the Father would draw those who are chosen to Christ. we may be an insterment used of God, but we are never the one who draws or saves. that work is the work of God.
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