Friday, May 06, 2005

why do we even need a title!?!?!?!

I've been noticing I've thought about Stash a lot lately I can't really help myself I just do. I see her in a lot of people; mostly just her friends or people that dressed like her. It seems like I see her out of the corner of my eye sometimes and I turn my head quickly even tho I know shes gone but I just keep remembering that I'll see her again one day...I've been a little stressed lately I brought up my english grade a bunch but my dad still isn't happy and I've tried really hard while trying to maintain a job and friendships at the same time and I think I've done good considering I came up three letter grades. But again its still not good enough for him. I've started talking to Nakk a lot on Msn Messenger and I'm getting to know him better than I used to when I'd just say hello or something like that.. I've learned he's full of intelligence....OH! I've been wanting to say this! I went to my friend's church Wednesday after our church (its the Nazarene church on Smithville HWY) and its a really awsome church and all and the people are really nice, but they made an announcement about becoming a member and they said you had to come to 3 classes on three Sundays and then you had to have three qualifications to become a member....!! I was quite astonished! In a way I thought it was god but then how are we supposed to reach the people that don't know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior!?!?!?! Its good that they wanted dedicated people in their church but man!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!! hehe sorry had to get that out... well I'm getting tired so goodnight!

1 comment:

naak said...

hey, it has been good getting to know you a little better over the time ive been gone. you have grown in Christ alot since ive been here. it has been a joy to see. as for the full of intelligence thing...people will lose respect for you if you think im smart, lol. i dont know alot about the Nazarene church other then that a good friend of mine is an important part of their youth ministry, Dede. you have to understand that there is a diffrence between witnessing and fellowship. it is important to bring people to church, but they cant just become members. members must first be beleivers and then be baptised into the fellowship. without that they cant be truely members. it is complicated i guess to some extent but like you said, it is good for a church to want disapline and faithfulness in its members, other wise the body just doesnt work right. but just because your not a member doesnt mean that you shouldnt be invited, which im sure isnt the case with the Naz. be good and i love ya